Sometimes you need to feel misunderstood, trapped and alone in order to see what you’re really made of.
I’m about to learn what it really means to channel anger and frustration into something positive.
I’ve never been a fan of ambition. Especially mine. So I buried it. I do what I need to in order to get by. But I don’t go above and beyond. I don’t want to be a person who does nothing but work, whether at a job or otherwise. But I’ve reached a point where that option has been removed.
I can’t runaway.
I can’t hide and hope things change.
I have to give way to ambition and try to hang on.
I’m not at all happy about this but I can’t recognize that I feel that way, for fear of deleting just a small amount of momentum.
To me, my ambition is dehumanizing.
But that doesn’t matter now. It’s full speed ahead.
“The only way out is through” -Trent Reznor
Owls confirmed to be the creepiest birds ever. LOOK AT THE FUCKING THINGS. If you fail to notice the one on the left fucking SWALLOWING a rat, then you have the dude singing some satanic chant or something next to him, and then you have those two other fucking psychos synchronized to make you feel creeped the fuck out with their soulless dance of FUCKING DOOM.
Every. Fucking. Time.
(Source: tubaeric)
I am driven by two main philosophies: know more today about the world than I knew yesterday and lessen the suffering of others. You’d be surprised how far that gets you.
– Neil DeGrasse Tyson (via metaconscious) Via As Above, So Below






